so i wanna delete my xanga.  beecause even though i said it wouldnt happpen, it did.  i'm quitting. 

but i'll definitely be back when i need to vent, which is often

but the only thing that keeps me from deleting my xanga.. is all the entries.  like i know that sounds really loserish.  but ive had th is xanga for sooo long.

annd there's soo much stuff on here.  it's weird.  like i dont wanna lose that.

yep.  i'm a loser.  oh well.  i love you alll.

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"

i am so ready for spring.   too bad, it's not spring weather, but all the same, winter... is gone

and guess what?  3 days, till kaylyn's goin to fort lauderdale for spring break.   yes can you say beach everyday?

man i love spring. 

i probably wont be updating till after the break, so have a great spring break, and a safe one. 

the toilets in australlia flush backwards.

just thought id let ya know.

so today was good, i mean really good considering...

it was a monday.

so HERE is why my day was so good:

• i pretty much love the mornings in the cafeteria.  aha.  jacob and samantha and brett.  good times.
• especially when they try and figure out who they like.  haaaaa.  well sam knows. but they dont of course.
• i pretty much love samantha.  i would so quit band if she wasnt in there
• i talked to ms.lydia and lindi the whole english class instead of uhm editing the essays that none of us wrote.  aha i love them.  PLUS they're good secret keepers.  well... lindi is.
• ms. pless didnt call on me today in class, and embarrass me.  so that was good
• prime time, was HILARIOUS.  yupp.
• you guys ALL need to see our video, because it's amazing.
• and so my group for geometry worked on our project during prime time, sooooo we were late for 5th. SO i got a late pass for health class... which means of course, i didnt have to go straight to health  class
• 5th period the teacher told us an AMAZING story, really encouraging.
• aaand 6th, well 6th was 6th period.  my seat and that class is always interesting and funny.
• ii was in rod's car.. and jamie was driving.. and tyler was gettin in, and jamie like TOOK off, and tyler was like NOT in the car and was yelling..  it was so funny.
• so uh rod was tellin her where to turn, aaaand she didnt, sooo she didnt drive anymore because she CANT drive lol. so tyler drove.
• and it was SOO beautiful today.
• i walked backwards all the way to band today, because of the wind.  just ask sam.  but it felt so good
• and now it's raining.  and that's bad, but i'm not complaining.
• and there were a whole lot of little things- that just made my day better.
• aaand some other things
• so i hope your day was as good as mine was.

the worst part of the day- was that i didnt get to see kerri all day, because she's sick

iii love you all.  and if you read all that.  you're my favorite.

*the ones that i bold are the ones that are true*

December--

This This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

hmmmm kinda sounds like me.  ha cept some parts

smile, tomorrow's pie day. 3.14 which means.- we get to bring PIIIIIE  yuss cheese cake

you ever had a moment, where it was just like wow.  and everything was put into prespective.

today was just... a different day.  like it had a different feel if that makes sense.  like a wake up feel.  and today was 3 months.. and the thing is, you guys were all right.  time and God heals pain.

first- the sermon this morning was about the rich man.  and how he wished he could go back, and warn his brothers about hell, and how materials dont really matter and nothing really matters, cept being the best christian you can be.

"if you've missed heaven, youve just missed everything"

and then tonight- me, buddy, kerri, and joshua went to camino.  my mom sis went too.   aaand well she ran to kroger, and then was going to come back and get us.

well she got in a car wreck.  aand i dunno.. she's fine and everything, but it just made me think.. like how about how unpromised everyday and every moment is.

Come now, you who say, "today or tomorrow we will go to such and such a city, spend a year there, buy and sell, and make a profit"; whereas you do not know what will happen tomorrow, for what is your life?  it is even a vapor that appears for a little time and then vanishes away   James 4:13-14

iloveyouall.

 pray w/o ceasing.

edit** guess what?  i definitely love GWPP  haha.